NO $$ required ! Earn Max $USD 10 PER Day from your action ! OR $USD 5 once off and earn $USD 100 PER Day !

This is cool !!!

No $$ is required. But there are 3 ways to earn $$

With no advance $$ , earn ... max $USD 10 per DAY

1) From your actions : Just click and open the ads
2) From your links : Just promote your link !! Very easy, tak kesah whatever link!
( 0.04Cents per click from others!)
3) From referrals !!

OR with USD$ 5 once-off payment, earn ... max $USD100 per DAY

Get more info at @

http://www.vinefire.com/?ref=shairah@gmail.com&cb=shairah229

Which one is better. Tears of Happiness vs Sadness

Interesting piece of information

'There was a study done

where a control group of 100 people

were divided into two:

50 people watched a very funny,

tears-of laughter type movie ;

another 50 watched a

very sad and tears of compassion type movie.

At the end of the sessions

researchers collected

the 'happy tears' and the 'sad tears'

with eye droppers.

They found that

'happy tears' are made up of brine...

salt water and not a great deal else.

However the 'sad tears' were found

to contain the very same chemicals and enzymes

that are found in tumors, ulcers

and other such lumps and bumps

and sicknesses through out the body.

This test concluded that the body,

when crying in sadness etc

is literally flushing out all of the toxic-chemicals

that accumulate and are a part of the
sadness/heartache experience.

Therefore if one holds back those tears,

those toxic-waters will find somewhere
else to deposit themselves

and prolonged lack-of-crying- release

will guarantee that the body will accumulate

a huge amount of internal pollution and toxicity

that should have been released through the tears...

is it any wonder that the eyes sting so much

when we hold back our tears?'

LESSON FROM THE STUDY :

CRY YOUR HEART OUT WHEN YOU ARE

SAD,

LONELY,

ALONE,

DEPRESSED,

ETC.....

IT IS GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH!!!

*Monologue conversations between myself* ..::.. This feelings again ..::..

*Monologue conversations between myself*

Everytime i feel this kind of feelings, i hate it soo much !
Yerp, i hate it very very much !!


Plz Shaira dear, set ur focus on ur target
Plz, set ur focus


I do know how much i miss my degree's life
Melbourne, RMIT and such


Hey dear, that was way back ago!
Come back to the present. Present ! No more past ! dear !


Why is it so hard for me to cope and settle down with Sydney?
Why?! Why?! Why?!
I never reacted this kind of way towards new environment
I thought I am flexible enough
Yes - Indeed I AM !


Past is good for you to track what's your experiences are
But plz Shaira, never ever take it too personal
Don't think about it too much
But why and how come you so much hate this feelings ?


Its just that I dont know - WHY ?
Everyday I try to figure out the real facts
But I discovered NON !
I am getting less and less motivated each day
Shoot ! That's very bad aiye
I know


Yes dear, that is very bad
Don't kill your thinking too much
You have a lot of other things to do
Studies, Work and even your life !
Plz move on, don't live by the past dear


Yerp, I am trying and still coping
Everyday I always pray to Him
Because I know, He won't give this kind of obstacles
UNLESS you are capable with it rite
I always pray for the courage and strength to face the reality


That's excellent
You will get better with time
Do enjoy the moment that you used to have
If you ever did it before, replicate the same thing
Just set your mind
You aren't in Melbourne any more
You are living in a new environment now
You, yourself know
(its pretty sad if you don't know as a lot of ppl does)
You have a lot of strengths and courages
Don't look down on yourself
So now, be on track and focus


Yes, Insya Allah
I will focus and be on track
One question :
Am I capable to be like what I used to be ?


Remember what you used to learn at Maxis : 7 Habits
Begin with the end of mind
Be Proactive
Put First Things First
Think Win/Win
Seek First to Understand, Then to be Understood
Synergize
Sharpen the Saw



I will try to replicate my succeSS at Melbourne like what I used to
Insya Allah, Amin



*Insya Allah, I will gain another flying colors for my Masters*


Some of the thoughts 'quoted' by friends


Terpisah kerana mengejar cita & impian. Moga Dirahmati Allah.Insya Allah

When I fall in love, I take my time, There is no need to hurry to make up my mind
But when I am frustrated, Definitely it will take time for me to heal,
Yet to understand the real...

My Sweet fond memories of 2003 - 2004 part 2

DECEMBER 2003 - JULY 2004 : bahagia nyer ku rase time ni.. Feb 04 flew to Melbourne. first 2 days spent like almost $60 on mobile phone.. msg2. gayut2 nye pasal.updates bout Aussie. Felt a bit down. and thanks for d support. maklum la uve been to Russia. tmpt lagi la kan.. u gave me courage and strength ! July, blk winter !! giler rindu time ni. i was so smgt knowing that LDR (long distance relationship) wasnt bad at all !!



JULY 2004 : yeay ! went back to msia for winter break..bout 1 month. so happy dpt dating kat msia. wakaak. shopping. then u send me to d airport. dis july first time i met ur sister =) .. and first time juge u met my parents @ d airport... ouh happy 1st anni to us jugak !

*when we were walking together, u were always on d left*


AUGUST 2004 : OK the starting point, when i felt so bad.. 1 august 2b exact. i just feel unease. its like sumthing wrong sumwhere. d first time u didnt message me in 2days.. i already get used to ur norms.. msg at least once a day. call pn at least once a day. nk wat cane. u're so smart of stealing d line to do international calls ! ye le if i called u from aussie pn, u have to bear d cost kan ! it was so weird. very weird.. and then i realised u started to change !! .... d worst month, almost everyday kot every night i cried ! (thanks to zera for being there for me) .

everyday was waiting for u to oL, every day was hoping 4u to msg or call me.. its just so different and difficult.. tho if u r oL. nk tunggu respond stp 30 min. duhh.. really killing me.. dh ler how often la u oL dat time.. no connection kat hostel etc kan !!

SEPTEMBER 2004 : hurmm . my bDay during dis month. i was waiting for ur action. ouh apparently on dat day, zera and I went to tulip farm. .. u wished me on my bday. so u're OK kot dat time.. its making me really really confuse !!!


OCTOBER 2004 : senyap pulak.. in a week only got a message.. suddenly received a msg sounded like this - cant remember all "when they put in a deep sea, below the .... u will always be the first for me to think" .. sumpah tak ingat tp lbh krg la. maksudnye bile u're under the sea. thousands level, ur mind will always think of me.. lbh kurang la.. dat was d ONLY msg i received for October !

NOVEMBER 2004 : this month seems to be OK... maybe because i was only for d first time during my first summer..zera pn blk.. u called me ! i was so freaking happy but still confused !! confused with ur actions ! wats wrong dear.. out of d blu u acted so weird. but sumtimes u acted so nice.. aiyark.

DECEMBER 2004 : this was went i decided to "confront" with u. arghh tak puas ati duh.. ape kes. ape hal.. realised u went back to msia for a while. called u apparently u were BZ online.. fine la kan. u asked me to oL. then ilang mcm tu.. f*** mmg rase pissed of giler !!..
and i still remember these conversations ...

Me : actually . nape ek. ape prob nye ni. tak de angin tak de ribut .seriously u are making me confuse ! ad pape better explain k. nk abis kn pn proper la

A : hmm. ntah la.. tak tau nape.. i need my own time

Me : dh tu tak blh ke ckp kenape.. act la properly. bkn tibe2 je ilang. tup tup dpt msg mcm tu. still rindu still syg

A : i am soo confused. sometimes i think u are too good for me Me : too good ke i am not good enough for you ?

A : nothing to do with you. its just me.. nk focus on study

bla bla bla.la ape la prob nye ngn study.. during our first year. BOTH of us received AWARD for excellence studies (amik ko.. kerek jap) ... then ape masalahnye. ad gf baru ckp je la k!!. tgk2 x de gak.. time ni if dpn2, rase nk sepak2. tendang2 pn ad.. hu3..

spoken to some of ur mates.. ouh dulu. time tgh happy2.. most of d stories shared dgn frens.. now ur fren blk kena marah for asking bout US.. sian giler !

JANUARY 2005 : from dat point onwards i realised the situation... sedih giler bab.. gantung tak bertali. dats d istilah... sengal sungguh. nk explain pn susah.ape nye laki.. eeee geram2... patu time ni plak . i met a navy guy @ aussie, dak MCKK. wah3.. time ni tibe2 plak out of d blu menjelma..

siap blh ckp and kutuk2.. d navy guy tu poyo, tak yah kawan dia. tak yah dkt ngn dia. siap korek2 info from dak MCKK kenal tak who is he... mmg ler kenal kot. name pn ketua pengawas MCKK once upon a time.. dis time mmg abis2 an try to jage me... and AGAIN making me confused!! aikkk... pening2...

FEBRUARY 2005- JUNE 2005 : things were upside juge.. on off on off.. still no resolution! so i decided to go back to msia for 2 weeks during July.yes. to meet u and confront wit u... shoot ! nothing's happened... freaking sad.. u acted like nothing happened !! .talked to ur mates. dorang pn clueless. some tried to help us out but NO ACTIONS from u.. eeee geram geram... i just cant accept d way u act !

JULY 2005 : we met once and never resolved.. so i took it as FINE. u will owez be like ur own way.. padan laa anak manja. bongsu lak tu.. iskh.. i should knew it from d start... its really hunting me now !.. tho its been awhile. i tried to settle it with my bes effort.. but it just didn't happen...

*d las place we met, GSC + KFC Sunway Pyramid*



March 2008, at last i got a reply from u after sumtimes...

"wa'alaikum salam. 1st of all im so sorry for being like this and again im so sorry to take a long time to explain to u for all of this..trust me,this is not the time that i took to make up the stories or to lie, but this is me that im so hard and diificult to tell u that..i know this is quite strange right?thrs no a concrit reason to say that aite?but trust me , i dunno why is it happen..

i know i would be the one who 100 % must b blammed for all of this and im ready for all of this stuffs coz i noe i cant make it.. i hope u can forgive me for all of this and can be a friend again, forgetting the past and carry on livin our life happily in each own way..

hope ull be enjoy in the moment and im so proud of u for getting the 1st class honours in ur degree and thats enuff to make me smile alone coz u noe, thats ur dream rite :)

so, i guess i had made the things more clearer since this 4 years and i really hope that u will forgive me ... "

ouh, u knew i got 1st class honours. ouh maknanye tak de la totally u abandoned me.. its not that hard. i just need a proper goodbye.. is it hard :( ... yerp. at d very first place. i should not take my commitment for it..

u convinced me on my 18th bDay which i will never forget!

after all this happened, i changed a lot. i changed for a reason that i know u will hate me forever ! dh sbb tak de reason kan. i made up my own reason !..

Yet, i dont know why, after few years, its really hard for me to forgive and forget..
worst isn't it..
i kinda forgive u but at d same time, kinda mad jugak. arghh.. i dont know why...
maybe sbb i DONT KNOW d reason y u acted like dis..

howeva again, good luck 4 ur final studies. plz dont do d same like u did to me k if eva u got a new once !!..

P/S : thanks to ur mom for the nice long white dress. thanks to u for d blue swarovski bracelet from russia, yerp i still have BOTH with me.

My sweet fond memories of 2003-2004 part 1

Hurm. i feel like writing and writing and pouring what i feel ! (jadi tmpt luahan rasa pula)

This entry is dedicated to someone that used to be my sweet fond memories 2003-2004.

Ppl said. its really hard for u to forget ur first love ! and definitely i think u r not my first love @ all - iskh hitung2 yg ke berapa kot kalo kire from skola rendah.. ha3..
but maybe i can considered YOU as my first love (ie not d kid's version) after SPM 2002.

first of all i would say good luck and all d bes for your final sem ! yerp. enjoy ur final moment @ russia and hope u will become a very good Dr. in the future (Amin)

The journey began @ IRC.

JANUARY 2003 : i still remember the first time we 'met' @ IRC (well IRC sgt la fames early 2002 dulu. but thanks to YOU because of YOU i opted myself to join YM!~) . We were so active at channel INTEC, AUSMAT and RP to be exact! . at that time, we shared a lot bout our experience at MRSM, how masing2 cuak giler waiting for SPM result. dh ler masuk SPC MARA using result trial spm MARA, what will happen if kite tak score really well etc. pendek kata, everything about study !!!!! I also knew a lil bit bout you from my Roommate @ INTEC. which happened to be from your MRSM too.!! but definitely u will know NON about me cause from MRSM Mersing, i was d only one !!


FEBRUARY 2003 : as per normal. every weekend definitely i went back home.rumah pn dkt kot.. every weekend la kite giler2 chatting. tp funny because we seldom text @ all. smer chat aje kan.. blh lak survive.. the most funniest word "eh awak,, sy dh nk balik INTEC ni. next weekend la ek kite jumpe kat IRC, same time same place". i realised i never have the initiative to get your number ke ape. not at all. !!

ye la at that time, i was attached to a guy from my MRSM before SPM, (now at Japan doing engineering, dh nak abis gak ni !), but was so pissed of with him. ye la.. ad ke patut dtg INTEC 3 hari 2 mlm.. final day nk blk baru bgtau dtg, bkn nk jmpe ke ape. baik tak yah ckp dtg..saba je.!!

iskh3... last2 fed up , the relationship only lasted for 2 months kot !!.. wat a puppy love.. tp tak ley marah gak, if kita d first gf, kmfm la mamat tu kekok and tak reti!..ha3..this is the time mmg rase geram je ngn dak2 laki.. lol.. p.s : betapa kereknye aku time ni, pantang org wat dajal sket, nahas !!!

back to YOUR story, I still remember the first time a received a text msg from you and how i ignored you for not knowing who u r.. ( tu ler next time, plz intro urself , i get very pissed and really ignorance for whoeva not in my contact list ) .. garang giler kot i was at dat time.. apparently, when we were oL, u explained it everything !. thanks to your fren from MRSM who was d same class with me during foundation at AUSMAT !! patu blh buat lawak2. tgh chat, u tried to call. i said "sape ni. i dont even know who u r stop la kan...". after your confession, i apologised ! lesson learnt : kalo msg tu bgtau la sape.. duhh..

MARCH 2003 : ni la saat2 yg paling kite takut. SPM 2002 results announced.. cuak2.. but alhamdulillah, kite survived with flying colours.. since that kite even rapat. knowing the fact results pn dh okay, i am not garang2 anymore with you.. silly sungguh... as usual, weekend = the time we chat chat and do sharing sessions....

as time goes by, things as per usual.. klaka je plak rase idup time tu.. i still remember how ppl said AUSMAT is the toughest course to survive. but RP is the easiest one.ye la, dak2 RP exam failed ke tak failed MARA still anta. yet for AUSMAT. kitaorg fast track ni,courses 1.5 yrs, dorang gi bagi kitaorg 1 yr.. FAST TRACK mmg FAST TRACK la.. rase nk pengsan pn ad... smpi mid test pn start kul 7 pagi nk ikut time ngn Aussie.. !!!


MARCH - JULY 2003 : hishh, macam bese ah.. IRC but later towards we're a bit slow dh cause myself jarang blk rumah nk prep for exam and so forth. theres nothing significant things happened

JULY 2003 : 1 day, again so shocked to receive ur text message. tho its not in my mobile phone (yerp, ive deleted ALL the numbers that I DONT KNOW and all d GUYS dat i never met ! yerp sakit ati and make me hate guys!.. about 6 months of being single, happy giler rase.. time ni mmg kerek giler ngn guys, like i give a shit org kate... kot dlm phone tu ad la bape kerat je no fon dak guys.. tu pn dak2 kelas ) ... and dat time i did have a falsafah.. tp tak ingat!!

sgt la terharu time tu when i received ur text message .. "hi, sombong nye,, tak ingat sy lg ke?" . time tu rase nk tergelak pn ad.. rase malas nk layan pn ad... terharu sbb wahh,,mamat ni still simpan no phone aku !! tp bile2 pk blk, iskh. lame gak ilangkan diri kot.. tak chat2 mcm bese.. time ni mmg rase bosan giler ngn guys,, menyampah giler .. tp mamat ni berani plak contact aku blk... tak silap july tu ad event "Majlis Graduasi" utk budak2 preparation yg abis blajar 2003 .

sgt la tak senonoh, kitaorg final exam December 2003, tp dh grad awal2. lain la dak2 RP, early Oct 2003 fly kan !.. during the Graduation day , dis was d bes time to kenal each other.. gile pathetic. dlm hall mase rehearsal blh msg2.. "eh awk, turn AUSMAT bile. RP naik dulu ni. mane aci awk tgk sy dulu... " "ek eleh. nasib awk la.. dk2 RP kan nk fly gi russia dulu so naik la dulu." . time tu mcm exited giler kot nk tunggu name appear kat board. akhirnye !.. kenal juge..


tp still tu jauh2 x bape cam sgt.. tgh jalan2 kat lua, my roommate ckp "eh, shairah. tu la A****".. tak sngka tgh lalu satu pathway cuma opposite je. seryes segan nk mampos... my impression "wah, tinggi sey. bes2 rase secure.." - betapa sengal nye aku time ni.. ntah laa ad dis penyakit mmg suker kat guys yg tinggi. duh !!!! so from that moment, officially le kenal each other !

lame gak tu kot from Jan - Jul 03..... apparently when July gone, tinggal Aug, iskh ntah ler nape rase sedih. u were finishing already. u're ready to pack all ur bags to leave INTEC.. sumpah giler sedih... (emo la time ni. sgt2)

AUGUST 2003 : our first date time ni la. bout 2 weeks after d graduation .. weekend.. sengal.. kantoi tak blk umah.. date nye pasal.. kah3.. i brought zera and u brought ur fren.. OMG, time ni u were very very very SHY !. ingat lagi kat KTM batu tiga tu, tgh tunggu "kepala kuning" = KTM .. ha3.. ad ke u were so quiet.. ur fren and zera plak havoc2.. dat time we went to KLCC. tgk movie bru ape ntah.. funny je.. it was alright tho dat was ur final week at INTEC !! . yerp, i still used kepala kuning to describe KTM sumtimes

afterwards, u left INTEC to Perlis, ur house to prepare nk fly and etc.. but 2 weeks later u went down to KL, sminggu lepak umah ur bro, smpt lagi kite jumpe. hahah.. sminggu tu selang seli kot kua dating.. i was having my break ( maklum la aussie tgh spring break time tu..hahaha) .. bes tol.. sbb tau next time jmpe Jul 2004 !!

*shoot ! KLCC d first place we dated. memories recalled!, especially when i worked @ Maxis, no wonder i hated to hang out at KLCC so much!*

SEPTEMBER 2003 : ouh dear. september !! on my sweet 18th Bday, mlm tu we were on d phone for ages.. lame giler k. smpi mamai2 pn ad.. dah puas chat, sms.then gayut. apadaaa.. but dis questions will always be on my mind. (conversation tak de la exact, tp lbh krg maksudnya)

A : awk sanggup tak tunggu sy ? (question related to relationship)

Me : aik tanye sy lak, awk la kena jawab.. sll org kate laki ni yang tak setia..

A : la kite tanye dia, dia tanye kite lak

Me : tak nak, awk kena jawab lu

A : sy sanggup tu yg sy tanye. awk sanggup tak ? (d convincing part!!)

Me : if awk sanggup sy sanggup gak la. ala kite gi jauh2 pn sbb ape, studykn.

A : kalo cam tu ok la.

Me : ok la cam tu

A : nnt awk blk 2nd year kite tunang nak ? (no comment!)

Me : hish dia nk pk jauh sgt.. kot ye pn tunggu2 la.. tak fly lagi pn. sy pn tgh risau2 final exam nnt. hope sgt dpt fly gi aussie k!!

A : tak yah risau, sy tau awk blh buat nye. name pn top student kat mrsm

Me : hahaha.. pape je

A : nnt after sy blk study 2009, kite kawin nak ? (no comment!)

Me : eh, mamai ek. dh2 la.. lame giler gayut kot.. 5 jam lbh. subuh pn dh masuk..

and d conversations ended.. it will owez be on my mind cause its during my 18th bday !


OCTOBER 2003 : d D day. when u have to leave msia.. time ni mmg sedih giler. Zera and Ain followed me to KLIA to send u off.. syahdu2.. flight midnite lak tu. even blk putrajaya i can hear ur flight went off.. start ni la syahdu !! dh ler flight gi Russia lame kan. bile la nk dpt ur first msg / call from sane !! . was crying mcm giler pn ad kot.. hu3...

5/10 : finally got ur first email.. with ur pics !

11/10 : got an email from u

a'kum..
after all i read all of ur msg..then my love growth actively..
thanx my dear for ur care..hmmm so cam ne nak exam nih..gi la baca buku k..
score tau..i know tahat u can do..solat bebanyak..stay as u r k....
jangan kerek sgt ngan org dekat2 ngan peksa nih...

*me kerek ? ha3. mcm dia tau je me kerek2 esp ngn guys.. ha3*

17/10 : another email from u

a'kum..
ok..i'm fine..love u too..
so how's ur preparation in order encountering ur final exam?
hmm hope everything alrite..yeah let sing along my faveret song mr.bartender..
its so easy..hehehhe..so .. sy tgh prepare utk test anatomy la..pointing ngan mcq..
hmm..mcm susah gak..tp best..hmm..ok la kim slama ngan parents..bye

26/10 : another email from u

a'kum..my dear shairah..how's ur life ..
yeah i'm sorry for yesterday coz i was hurried..
so then i've not wished u good bye..it's all my fault k..plz forgive me..
so study bebaik..oo nak alamat ah?tak de la skang..
ade tue ade la tp malas nak amik so next week u'll get from me k..
don't worry..so decide la nak pegi memana pon sebab ilmu nih sama je..k..
by the way happy ramadhan..send my regar to ur parents..bye..lurve u my dear..

3/11 : another email from u, a picture msg

*when u were leaving on d plan, i still have d teddy dat u gave me!*

NOVEMBER 2003 : Happy birthday to you !! all went well as usual

*tbc.. the 2nd part..*d most tense part*

Happy birthday mama !!

Mama, Happy birthday !
Tho u dont have FB / YM / wateva.. i still wanna wish you
Happy Birthday ... muah muah..
Hope u like d suprise & have an excellent life ahead !! muahhhhhhhh.. x0x0......
& Happy Good Friday for those who celebrates !

*Chocolate Banana Cake*
*Flower*

Ouh, i made a special delivery order from my favourite website !
I just realised i've ordered 9 deliveries from em~

My 5th Easter break ! commencing 10-19 April 09

Aha. for this year 2009, its gonna be my 5th easter break after 04,05,06,07..
(2008, went back to msia already)
well, there's nothing much happening this year tho i have heaps fond memories during my previous 4 easter breaks !
**Quick view on what I did last year's easter break!**

2004 (1st year) : Jalan2 around Melbourne
2005 : Parents + grandparents came to aussie for a visit
2006 : Road Trip from Canberra to Sydney . yeah we went to HOME club (Darling Harbour).
2007 : Tasmania Short break + Beyonce's concert @ Sydney, NSW

but whats happening this year ?

Some of the activities happening throughout my Easter !

10 April : Mama's bday !. hugs and kisses from aussie
11 April : Trip to South Coast Sydney, Movie night at Malaysian Hall
13 April : North East Forum
14 April : Assignment discussion for Managing Value Creation 1
15 April : Assignment discussion for Business, Communication and Ethical Practise

So far this is what's happening! what a boringgggg activities isn't

I wanted to do my shopping soooo much, let's figure out together the best time to do it =)

DFO Homebush, HERE I COME !

Pictures of Tasmania Trip 2007 !

Album 1
http://www.facebook.com/p.php?i=736290055&k=4XL2P4US364M5CEARG4TVS

Album 2
http://www.facebook.com/p.php?i=736290055&k=S413ZYRS46XM5CEARG4TVS

Album 3
http://www.facebook.com/p.php?i=736290055&k=4XB533UZ446M5CEARG4TVS

Pictures of Beyonce Concert 2007 !

Album 1
http://www.facebook.com/p.php?i=736290055&k=ZZCZQYQ6P3YBUCEAPAZ5YSV

Album 2
http://www.facebook.com/p.php?i=736290055&k=4VL4Q5T3W46M5CEARG4TVS

*feeling under d weather*

Soo under d weather !!

hurm, feelings like writing down sumthing. feeling soo under d weather now. i dont know y but at least i am glad yesterday spoken to a fren of mine from my class. yerp, even we hardly know each under, but sumtimes its good to talk to a stranger rather than sumone u know cause stranger's will hardly judge u !!

maybe thinking too much kot. with studies and all. what's bothering me pn i dont know !
feeling so demotivated but yet so energetic. ntah.i dont know what went wrong.. rase nk cekik and bunuh org pn ad skrg.....!!!

ouh btw, yesterday went to my BCEP tutorial ( Business Communication, Ethics and Practise ). We did a personality test. i lurvee when it comes to dis part. i lurrve to know MORE about my self !! We had to do 2 types of test

1) Belbin Team Role Inventory (google it and u will know about it! )
Belbin test is to determine what time of role you play in a team.

Here are all the team roles according to Belbin's test .

1. Plant (PL)Advancing new ideas and strategies with special attention to major issues and looking for possible breaks in approach to the problem that the group is confronting.

2. Resource Investigator (RI)Exploring and reporting on ideas, developments and resources outside the group, creating external contacts that may be useful to the team and conducting negotiations.

3. Co-ordinator (CO)Controlling the way in which the team moves forward towards the group objectives by making the best use of team resources; recognising where the team's strengths and weaknesses lie and ensuring the best use is made of each members potential.

4. Shaper (SH)Shaping the way in which the team effort is applied, directing attention generally to the setting of objectives and priorities and seeking to impose some shape or pattern on group discussion and on the outcome of group activities.

5. Monitor Evaluator (ME)Analysing problems, evaluating ideas and suggestions so that the team is better placed to take balanced decisions.

6. Team Worker (TW)Supporting members in their strengths; eg. Building on suggestions, underpinning members in their shortcomings, improving communications between members and fostering team spirit generally.

7. Implementer (IMP)Turning concepts and ideas into practical working procedures; carrying out agreed plans systematically and efficiently.

8. Completer Finisher (CF)Ensuring the team is protected as far as possible from mistakes of both commission and omission; actively searching for aspects of work that need a more than usual degree of attention; and maintaining a sense of urgency within the team.

9. Specialist (SP)Feeding technical information into the group. Translating from general into technical terms. Contributing a professional viewpoint on the subject under discussion.

As for my marks, i got highest 17 points in RI, 10 points for CO,SH,IMP,CF and SP. its pretty awesome. that is sooo me =)

2) And for the second test, it's about on how you manage ur conflict

There are 5 ways in dealing with conflicts

1) Avoiding
2) Accomodating
3) Compromising
4) Competing
5) Collaborating

My results : 12 points for Accomodating & Comprising - no wonder i am too nice sumtimes
and 11 points for Competing & Collaborating ... yeah babeh. avoiding it not so me.. kalo ad conflict, obvious can see !! ..

=) .. Now , i know more about myself. Not only from MBTI : ENTJ. at least i can synergy my personality to make me even stronger each day !!