♥ 3 years ago at this date - 15 March ♥

♥ 3 years ago at this date 15 March 2008
*WARNING : 
Sila slowkan volume sbb ad lagu dlm playlist terkuat. haha*

Oh I still remember 3 years ago at this date...
The start of 'unwanted' and 'discovery' of life...

Shairah graduated from RMIT in my 

Undergraduate Bachelor Studies = 12 Dec 2007

Tapi Student Visa expired = 15 March 2008

So Shairah decided to go back home on the final day 

The Reservation

Sbb nak isi masa kerja Full Time

kat Department of Primary Industries (Victoria Government)

At this time I was so scared because I wasn't sure 

what's on for me back home

I knew that I got only a week before I due to start working 

at Maxis as their Management Associates
(I really really love  my time working at Maxis!)

Shairah decided to apply Permanent Residency 

Offshore instead of Onshore ....

Which means that I need to be 

outside Australia for my visa to be granted

Tak pe maybe dlm setahun ni Shairah 

boleh dapat professional skills at Maxis

But lucky me unexpectedly in less 

than 6 months Shairah dh dpt PR

Heee.. At least till 20 Nov 2013...

and lps tu renew lagi 5 yrs. 

Actually dah cukup 2 thn ni Shairah blh apply citizenship

Haha. No Way..!! Wont give up my passport k

So I decided to stay put as usual sbb 

Shairah tak sure what I need to do....

I still remember when I was on MAS flight, 

Business Class seating, on the way balik

I was crying like mad throughout the journey 

It was so weird coz I got this funny feelings 

whether I can survived back home or not

Until pramugara datang and asked if everything's alright?

The only time I wasn't crying = when I was sleeping on the flight

Don't ask me why because at that time I knew all my heart

 and soul were already attached to AUS, 

Melbourne to be exact

The fact that my other half was already back home 

about 2.5 months earlier before me

But still I wasn't sure why I was so sad to go back home

Bye Aus.. Sob3x.. 

Well the whole duration I was at Malaysia 

since 15 March 2008 - 7 March 2009 

I learnt really a lot about life 

Seriously it was the turning point for me untuk 

stay with my current life (masa tu)

or try to find another way

Macam2 dugaan like shit kot, 

but I tried to relax sbb back in my mind

"Ah, x pe. Aku akan chow pn nnt.

 So ape nk jadi kat Malaysia, jd lah"

Masa ni la banyak sgt 'eye openers' for me 

- things rasanya mcm didn't favor me at all

I became restless like hell, worried semua2 ahh. 

(in a -ve way tho)

Walhal kat Malaysia semua ada for me

Makin hari makin lama rasa macam 

Makin jauh from what I used to own....

Selalu fikir

"Nape mase kat Aussie tak teruk mcm ni"

"Kenapa masa kat sini makin worst?"

"Uih, cpt la 2009, cpt la 2009. Seriously nk blah. 
Tak tahan dh weh..."

But Shairah still enjoy masa2 kat Malaysia tu

1st entrance as a Resident to activate PR

Walla, the journey starts at this date!

♥ Here

I feel happy to be here....

I feel so belong here...

I feel something is right for me to be here...

♥ But There

Wanna feel belong there...

Something feel so wrong there...

Wanna feel the warm breeze...

Feel the rush of the oceans...

I knew there were early signs given...

Back then I still wanna try...

♥ Here I Am

This is me...

The choice was made...

But I wont forget all the ones that I loved...

Keep moving on...
I won't let things to interfere what's good for me

:)