Happy Mothers Day to all moms out there.
Especially to my MAMA.
Especially to my MAMA.
Today, at about 3 am , I texted my MAMA and few others 'individual' that are quite close to me just to wish them Happy Mothers Day *___*
Every year, I will always recall few songs related to MAMA.
The song that I love the most = MAMA from Spice Girls = It is an evergreen song plus I used to perform this song during my lessons at Yamaha Music School.
Next, a Nasyid song called = DUHAI BONDA from Now See Heart = I used to perform this song during my high school as the lead singer during our show.
There are few other songs out there that really touched my heart but I would keep only the top two songs (underwise, it is never ended).
I was on the phone with MAMA just now for about 15 minutes or so. I never thought I would be so emotional. MAMA told me that how she misses Grandma so much. (Al Fatihah, she passed away 4 months ago on 9 Jan 2009). MAMA still remember, last few years when I was at Melbourne, I always send a suprise delivery to her on the special occassion (cake and flowers).
MAMA also mentioned that usually at these days, she will go to Mak Dik's house with the Cake and Flowers to have a lil gathering with Mak Dik and Grandma. However, not this year onwards.
After the conversation, I felt so emotional and both of us were on T.E.A.R.S. MAMA mentioned that, she hardly get enough love from Grandma eversince she was a kid. Moving forward to cut long story short, Grandma seems to love us more as a way to 'recover' what she did to MAMA and some of our Aunts. I am so contented with how MAMA coped and reacted to the situations P.O.S.I.T.I.V.E.L.Y ignoring the fact of what she faced during her childhoods until the day Grandma passed away on MAMA's and PAPA's lap.
However, I was so pleasant when MAMA still remember the song from the Spice Girls and it really touches my heart. Yeah, MAMA came out with few phrases and these are the two I will keep it close and safely in my H.E.A.R.T.
= Though sometimes you feel mothers can't give you L.O.V.E but always remember, they are the O.N.E. who gives you L.I.F.E =
= Sometimes you feel that have done something enough for it BUT you N.E.V.E.R felt it until you lose it =