Sometimes ...

Sometimes, I just wanna be nice regardless what had happened...

I just wanna be nice despite what had happened...

I just wanna be nice, that's all... 

But being nice wont always favor me....

I heard the crowd

I heard the voices

I heard the musics

I heard everything in the background

But I just wasn't sure... when the feelings are killing me...

But what I know, I don't deserve the statement and those words

Mind conditioning... Is all I need...

Period...

Alhamdulillah, my Master degree double specialisation finally comes to an end...

Hoping to grad in Master of Commerce (International Business, Organisation & Management Studies) with Distinction. Amin...

Have you ever had that feelings when .....

Salam & morning,

Dear blog a.k.a Dear Diary..... 

Have you ever had that feelings when .....

You really wanna fall asleep so that you can ease your mind

Just to relax, try to forget the sad things that happened?

Or even anything?

Yet when you are asleep, you had nightmares? or bad dreams? 

Mesti orang ckp tdo tak basuh kaki la ape la.. 

Oh well, Shaira mmg selalu tido with Wudhuk and 

with soft background of Quran

But why it keeps on happening? again ~

For example, it that dream, you fell and 

when you woke up, you spotted a bruise ?

As if it was really happening? I am confused ~

What should I do? To sleep or to stay awake all night long?

-290602H Jan 11-

♥ If you keep holding on, you’ll never be wrong ♥

♥Part of me laughs 

Part of me cries

Part of me wants to question why

Why is the joy

And why is there pain

Why is there sunshine and the rain ♥

♥No matter what we must go on

Just keep the faith

And let love lead the way

Everything will work out fine

If you let love, love lead the way

Sitting there all alone

In the window of her room

Watching the world go by

Brings tears to her eyes ♥

NOTE : Emotional breakdown for a bit

Heee. x de keje ~

Saje nak tukar2 lagu background ;-). From One in a Million to The Time (Dirty Bit)

Selamat Datang 2011 - Azam Daku??

(Enjoy d Song!)

Assalamualaikum pembuka bicara. Wah3. Sungguh tak ku sangka, dh dkt end month of Januari. Tak sempat sangat nak update blog sebab busy ngn final subject ni.. Heeee. Hopefully once done and dusted, I can spare more time.. Masa berlalu begitu pantas. Review balik azam 2010, alhamdulillah almost semua tercapai but kena make sure tahun 2011 ni lebih baik dari yang sebelumnya. Let's see what's on the plate for 2011.. 2011 ni Shaira berazam, Insya Allah (Not in order of priority)


1) Nak abiskan Master degree with flying colors ... So far for my final subject, average marks Distinction. Mudah-mudahan, Shaira dpt kekalkan my prestasi. No alasan sebab kerja ke apa. But i just need to do and challenge myself..

2) Nak upkan lagi skill memasak... Had a good jump start from last year.. Baking okay dh, tp memasak lauk pauk ni Cik Shaira oii....

 Kek Chocolate Moist

 Tepung Pelita

 Pandan Crepe with Coconut

 BBQ Chicken. Heeee

Nasi Ayam and Steamed Honey Chicken

3) Nak lebihkan aktiviti sikit... Fitness kena jaga, badan lak makin sihat (ye ke.. rasa maintain je). Grrr... Jangan malas2. Park depan rumah jer kot. Sila2 rajin ke sana yekk

4) Nak jadi lebih baik... Ermm berazam nk slow2 pakai tudung semula (maybe permanent). Huhuhu.. Few days? Few weeks? Few months? Few years? Ermm.. Bawah ni gamba lame2. Heheh. Sgt Naive ;-)

 2004 - Me & Mr Joey

 2005 - Great Ocean Road

2004 - Sydney!!

On my Birthday 2004

Heee. Melbourne!

Late 2004. Such a baby. Lol

2005 - Melbourne Motorshow

2005 - Canby Trip with Papa Mama

 2005 - Sydney Featherdale

2004 - Winter Trip

 2005 - Gedik!!

2004 - First Winter Trip Back Home. Visit member2 kat UITM

2004 - Ski Trip!! 

2004 - Candid ;-)

5) Nak jaga makan minum ape yang masuk dalam perut (opss jgn silap interpret). Ni in terms of ayam and daging. Kadang2 if terdesak sgt, tak kesah la tmpt tu halal ke tak, asal  bukan pork makan. This time Shaira betul2 nk jaga


Oh ~ past few weeks ada gak la jalan2 around Aus.. Ke mana ? Biarlah rahsia ;-). Saje je.. Dgn kerja and Summer Classnye. hectic bangat..

*Lesen Diving ~ Here you go :)... Betapa riangnya daku. biarlah muka serabai lps Dive 4, tetap ceria!!! Next Diving Trip?? Jeng3x..